Thanks again. I wanted to give you alittle background about the insight I had.
For generations the men in my family lineage have died young of heart related illnesses. My father was 54 years old his father was 60 years old and I was always told the Kurffman men just die young. Once after my initiation I went into a trance Journey. I met a Shaman in full armor and face screen. He was on the top of a snow covered mountain. He was doing a working. I saw him put a knife into a raindeer heart and burry it to freeze on the mountain. I knew what he had done was the cause of the fairly deaths on the men of my family. I thought my family must had wronged him. He noticed my spirit and could see that I was at the end of the line. He saw I was learning the medicine ways of the shaman and after an intense exchange he took me to the spot where he had buried the heart allowed me to dig it up and pull out the knife and I knew that was the end of the curse.
Last week the insight came to me that I was able to end that curse because I was walking the path of the shaman and that this was what was key. That part of my family comes from the birds and Siberian regions. I realized it was the calling to shamanism a thing that my family was to do but didn’t and I was the one who did so it ended the curse. I realized this Siberian training wasn’t just for me but for my ancestors and now I have the time to pursue it. I want to thank you again 🙏🏼